Trying to get use to all this new energy. This new position of mine. It is out of control. I don't like it and I don't feel good.
What is happening? Wasn't this suppose to be pleasureful?
I cannot even take a breath.
I can't get a break either! This is falling apart.
Our true selves are coming out now.
The ones that need attention.
Our deepest shadows are rising to the surface.
Sexual issues are boiling to the top.You can't seem to make connection with your mate in love making. No one is satisfied. Long boiling trust issues between you and your mate surface.
The stories that you tell yourself is being exposed for what it is.
You cannot hide.
Do not fall back now.
Give yourself a break, be gentle with yourself.
You are being too hard on yourself and those that you love.
Give your love more freely now, no matter what the costs.
Eat humble pie and give love anyway.
Do not walk away, do not give up, do not break up. Do not run away and hide.
Give love to yourself first then your mate.
This too shall past.
~ Esalmel Melchizdek
