We have been upgraded.

We have been upgraded.

Trying to get use to all this new energy. This new position of mine. It is out of control. I don't like it and I don't feel good.

What is happening? Wasn't this suppose to be pleasureful? 

I cannot even take a breath.

I can't get a break either! This is falling apart.


Our true selves are coming out now.

The ones that need attention.

Our deepest shadows are rising to the surface.
Sexual issues are boiling to the top.You can't seem to make connection with your mate in love making. No one is satisfied. Long boiling trust issues between you and your mate surface.

The stories that you tell yourself is being exposed for what it is.

You cannot hide.

Do not fall back now.
Give yourself a break, be gentle with yourself.
You are being too hard on yourself and those that you love.

Give your love more freely now, no matter what the costs.
Eat humble pie and give love anyway.
Do not walk away, do not give up, do not break up. Do not run away and hide.

Give love to yourself first then your mate.

This too shall past.

~ Esalmel Melchizdek

Growing emerging consciousness

As you experience your growing emerging consciousness you will discover that close friends and family will not understand. It is at this time you will be faced with following your heart or trying to please others. Always follow your heart.

~ Esalmel Melchizedek

You have to follow your heart, even if you know you might lose. If you follow your heart you will never lose. But if you don't, you may lose a thousands times over.

~ Esalmel Melchizedek

''Oh what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive''

We all make errors but those that intentionally rationalize incongruent behavior will indeed attract karma.

Rationalization is from the mind and not the heart. Rationalization is a sure sign that the mind is insane.

Never listen to your mind for guidance, it will always lead you astray, if not in the short term, then in the long term.

Rationalization is the voice that says  " it's okay take this action because _______ (fill in the blank)."

If you are a healer your integrity and all aspects of your life must be impeccable to your own heart.

Do you want more guidance from your heart? Then step up your personal integrity and do not follow the herd mentality.

Make no excuse and always follow your heart.


~ Esalmel Melchizedek

There is enough.
There is enough love.
There is enough money.
There is enough time.
There is enough of everything you need.

This is the mantra of the connected heart.

~ Esalmel Melchizedek

No opposing force is created when you create from the heart. When you create with the mind two forces are created. Each is equal and opposite of each other. The opposing force hits you from behind.

 ~ Esalmel Melchizedek

All crystals are becoming more active as we move closer to the center of the universe. Those with healing crystals will notice an increase in their power. They are responding to the upcoming Maya Crystal Ceremony to held on Dec 21, 2012

~ Esalmel Melchizedek